i promise this blog isnt dead lol. just been to absorbed in MASS EFFECT to get on the internet
and blog and stuff.
well,im still a failure. still dont have my license. still dont have my car.
still not in school.
still working at shitty marianos.
i applied to a few more jobs today, so hopefully i get a call back :D
i got a letter in the mail recently from the collection agency.
it was about my medical bill last summer that i still owe...
if i dont pay that shit, it basically goes towards my credit. and i do NOT want that >0<''
id like to fuckin own a car and home some day damn!
so yeah ive been doing payments on that which pretty much milks my paychecks DRY....
so im budgeting like fucking hell.
oh yeah, i also lost my upass ._. so thats an extra $20 to waste every week.
PLUS i have a jynx costume to start buying so......thats a rough $150....
and i dont have much time till acen....so yeah i need to get on that shit ._.
ugh money money money......i cant wait to finish paying off this medical bill so i can start saving up for my car and stuff :D
but besides being completely broke all the time, i am definitly managing and staying positive.
i started meditating again to ease my mind and stress.
ramble ramble ramble.
well anyway, just wanted to keep my gals updated.
im alive, just too busy on netflix, xbox kinect, and mass effect lolol.
i bought a new leopard dress for my banba revival this summer.
very very cuuuuute i rub it.
still cant think of the next hairstyle i want though....fuck
my hair is slowly slooooooooooowly growing back ugh.
not fast enough >>''
my mohawk looks retarded. the middle is long but the sides is like a little fuckin mini frow ._.
sometimes i just want to shave this shit all off....but i just keep telling myself to be patient, itll grow.
so for now im just wearing wigs & keeping it conditioned and moisturized ;_;