I have been putting this off for far too long.
Part of me felt like this wasn't necessary, but I was so...so wrong.
This morning I decided to start cleaning my aura of negative energy....specifically energy left
over from past relationships.
When you are with someone intimately, you both are recieving each other's energy.
If you don't rid of it properly, the energy will just hang around continuing to taint
your spirit. I have had some shitty heart breaks in my life, and given myself emotionally
and sexually to the wrong people. Feeling powerless, I felt like I couldn't do anything about it.
Little did I know that by not cleansing my aura after a relationship, that energy from the previous fuckbag, and all the emotions/fears tied to him will just carry on to my next relationship.
Over the years, thats exactly what has happened.
I'm definitely the type to absorb all of my lover's energy. I completely engulf myself in him.
So.....I need to do this fuckin cleanse. Starting with the most recent partner.
I list all of my past partners.
Due to my inability to get over this nigga, I decided to get rid of sean's energy.
I answered these questions about him:
1. Why was I attracted to him?
2. Why was he attracted to me?
3. What emotions did I walk away with?
4.What emotions did he walk away with?
5. What did I learn?
Afterwards, I focused on the sacral chakra candle for a bit.
Next I wrote his name on a piece of paper.
And set it aflame.
I put all of my attention on the flame, the smoke rising from his name.
Next, I lied down with my hands on my sacral chakra and repeated the words:
"I release the energy and aura of Sean."
As I'm lying down and focusing on the smoke, all our memories appeared
above my head. As I said the words, I felt a release. I visioned the smoke
rising from his name, rising from my body. In the smoke, I felt all emotions
connected to him rise as well. For a second, my heart grew heavy as if it
was trying to grasp hold of Sean one more time. But I spoke the words
one last time.
It is done.
Now as I look at the burning candle, I envision the flame as my spirit.
Once wild, unstable, and flickering violently when sean's aura was attached to my life
(burning his name on the piece of paper symbolizes this)
Now my spirit flame remains calm, glowing, and dancing slowly with every
movement. Nothing shall get in my flame. Nothing shall disturb my peace.