10月9日: Prost!

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Happy Sunday!

I got to hang out with my booskie today!

We had intentions on going to oktoberfest but missed it 😂😂

So we went out for german food and drinkies!

We tried some seasonal beer of course

and bitch that one mug had me nice and drunky

The food was so god damn good....it was insane

It was a really nice autumn day and I missed my bb so much ;_;

10月9日: holy shit

 Good lord its been a whole ass month since I posted lmao.

I promised I would keep up with this, but life has been all over the place for me.

good and bad.

🎃October updates:🎃

I gots new hair!🌟

I wasn't anticipating going grey/silver but i was like....fuck it why not?

so I have to change my halloween costumes a bit this year lmao.

I was gonna bring back clefable this year but i might settle for a bride of frankenstein look lmao

Also Tiffany chewed through my stream lights AND my nintendo switch power cord

so I finally decided to FULLY bunny proof my damn computer area.

So last time i posted I mentioned my first charity stream!

It was amazing, and my Alien Babes helped me reach my goal!

I was so prouddd and my entire stream team Sistas Of The Fog smashed our total donation goal last month!

What else is new lol....I got new bed sheets!

They're so damn soft and so damn comfy and ugh its just so lovely getting new sheets yall.

Other life updates:

work has been....work....

It has its ups and downs honestly

The ups are when I'm working with exotics.

The exotic ER hospital has been a mini career goal and its been really fulfilling, yall.

(my ultimate dream is to work with large animals)

I won't lie there are times where its challenging and can be stressful when its a bunch of shit happening at once. But I trust in myself and my abilities more and more every day. 

My downs are when I'm at the other hospital. I won't go into too much detail since this blog is public lmao...but its just been too overwhelming and my entire work ethic has been in question which is such a huge slap to the face considering how much energy I have put into that hospital.

Its wild...but I've decided its time to depart from this place and move on to other opportunities.

Its really true that poor management can make or break a work place.

9月５日: Labor Day weekend

Lord its been a while and its been such a weird couple of weeks. Definitely had some ups and downs, but like the tides of the ocean, our emotions come and recede back. I deal with them when they arise and give it back to God. 

Quicky updates:

I'm officially part of a Twitch Stream Team! I'm a member of the Sistas Of The Fog! This team highlights the many talented and unique black femme/presenting/nb content creators! For my first big stream with them, I'll be doing my first CHARITY STREAM

Absolutely wild right? This has been a long time goal of mine and I'm stoked!

I'll be raising money for the Starlight Children's Foundation this month! 

More info on the organization: www.starlight.org

And the link to donate if you like: https://donate.tiltify.com/@tomo_arigatoo/baelians-supporting-starlight

This streams gonna be a fun one, and I can't wait! I'm really excited for the future of this stream team💕💕

More updates

I've been freaking nominated for the Game*hers 2022 Awards! (For twitch streamer of the year)

Idk who nominated me but I'm so honored and blessed yall even thought to nominate me for something like this. My streaming journey hasn't been easy, theres been countless times I've considered giving up but I can't turn away. I work way too hard for my streams and I will continue to work hard to better my content! Self improvement is a lifelong journey💕

I accept this is my season, my time. And I fully accept all my blessings🙏🏾

Weekend vibes

DJ and I went river floating this weekend! It was soooo needed and relaxing

it was honestly just so needed to unwind. Lay back. Drink some beer. Listen to some good music. And just relaxxxxxx. True self care lol!

10/10 will go back!

Thats all the updates I can think of right now. Sorry for the lack of posting! Work just got a bit overwhleming but I'm learning to find that balance again💕

8月14日: Weekend of Magic!

This weekend was full of adventure (and sex)

It was much needed after the bullshit from a week of work lmao

So lets revisit my weekend shall we gals?

FRIDAY:

So after work, DJ picked me up and we went to this cute lil kpop bar called 9Bar!

THE FOOD? ORGASMIC

THE DRINKS? SOUL CRUSHINGLY DELICIOUS

THE DATE? 10/10 CUTIE💋

THE VIBES? IMMACULATE

The owner was there that night and brought the whole restaraunt rounds of shots (like multiple rounds lmao)

it was so fun and I'm definitely going tf back

SATURDAY:

Alright so Saturday, beebs and I went to the Bristol Renaissance Faire!

and holy shit it was an experience

(bae ass bought a majestical walking staff)

At first it was a bit overwhelming, it was SOOOOOOO crowded it was insane

but we made our way in just fine and just looked around the whole ass faire grounds

There were so many beautiful shops omfg😢

✨fae shop✨

I was drunk af off of Absinthe! It tasted like sweet malort and loved it.

I want to do like a proper absinthe tasting experience one day lolol.

I had an opportunity when I went to NOLA, but....that trip was a drunken hot mess lmao.

SO PLANNING AN ABSINTHE DATE SOON

✨My costume✨

I was going for a dark pyschedelic elf succubus look lmao

I got sooooo many compliments on it!!

I saw so many cool ass beautiful ass costumes but of course my drunk ass did not take pics

But overall it was hella fun, I would love to go again next year!!

SUNDAY:

Sunday was rest and recovery day lol.

sleeping in. good morning sex. We woke up and took a lovely walk down Downtown Aurora

which made us revive our Pokemon Go apps LOL

look at my fucking moon goddess!!

I love her so much lol

If anyone still plays and would like to add me, heres my code!

Lets be friends💛

8月8日: Weekend Recap

 Lord what a weekend...

What did I do?

I fuckin worked.

Friday:

Friday was a bit busy but good. 

We had this gorgeous Macaw hospitalized for diarrhea initially. His name is Zack and 

he was suuuper gorgeous but obviously feeling shitty. 

Ya girl assisted in surgery for the first time!!

I was in for a rabbit neuter and spay! I was so happy lol

Its still taking the doctors to warm up to me (which is understandable cus I'm still new to the world of exotics)

But I am extremely grateful for the doctors that do trust me and are giving me a chance to prove my skills.

Anyway the buns recovered well and got to go home that same day!

Saturday:

I was off but was taking down my hair down most of that day.

I have dreads now! (of course i have no pics, pics later i pinky promise lolol)

Then bae bae came over to hang out 💘

Sunday:

I was at the hospital all day, and saw some interesting cases!

This was a super gorgeous but dehydrated Uromastyx

He had some warm soaks and fluids/medication and stayed with us overnight!

Monday:

Monday was...fuckin monday per usual.

bull shit lmao.

manager fucked up the schedule

we were short staffed.

What else is new?

But we handled it well today.

The head Dr. is on vacation so we're watching their dog lmao

This is Bernie💛

He is so fuckin spoiled and the cutest

Anyway after work, I make it a priority to unwind as soon as I get home.

I make sure I do these 3 things:

💖Meditate💖Journal💖Cum

After, I made a good ass dinner.

Steakums cooked in garlic x chilli oil

string beans

Mac n Chezze

It was good afffffff

Also random as hell but I saw this advertisement and I'm interested...

I've never heard of this organization but if this is legit wouldn't this be amazing?

I'll be vacationing...but also volunteering at an animal hospital!

If this isn't some scam shit I high key wanna do this...I'd need someone to go with me of course

but yea! What do yall think?

７月31日

Hello internet diary!

Today was another work day. 

I've been picking up extra shifts at the exotic hospital for more experience and its been so wild lmao (pun intended)

This is Loomis, he wasn't feeling his best (lethargic) and sluggish so I gave him extra cuddles and baby food (yes they can eat bb food!)

He has some medications made up and was sent home shortly after. Ferrets are so damn cute and stinky and I love them so much 😭

I also brought Tiffany in for an exam on her just to make sure shes doing well (which she is!) Everyone loved her lmao

One of my coworkers even made her a fucking goody bag! MY COWORKERS ARE SO DAMN SWEET😭😭 (of course I didn't take a pic of the goody bag but I promise it was adorable.

Anyway, there were lots of bird cases.

An African Grey parrot had a broken wing so we had to anesthetize him and apply a bandage which was ugly as hell but worked out well lmao. Then the lil doofus needed an e-collar on. So I tried to help him with the E-collar and he fuckin bit the shit out of my finger😭 My finger was numb all damn day lmaooo

So yea birds are flying dinosaurs and still kinda scare me at times, but they are also so fascinating.

Another bird case, this poor guy got stuck in a GLUE TRAP!!

But the doctors got him cleaned up well enough and was sent home with proper meds💕

It was all good days work honestly.

I'm not there enough like I'd wish so I can grasp things quicker. So every time I am there its like I'm relearning all over again 😭 But I'm dedicated to learn and the senior techs and doctors are so patient with me💕

Sometimes I can be a bit hard on myself because I'm not picking up on certain technicial stuff fast enough but I remember to be patient with myself. And do my best every damn day. Give every task my best effort. And don't give up on myself

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