I hope everyone had a fabulous New Years and wasnt too hungover lmao.
I woke up this morning, warm sun rays sprawled across my bed♡ I began thinking about my 2017 reflections...mainly about my journey to self love and self acceptance. Its a tough journey honestly, and it doesnt help that my confidence comes and goes lmao. but I'm fuckin tryin so hard yall.
anyway, I had my wake & bake session, and started looking at my body.
I mean really look at my body. The sun rays were highlighting every stretch mark, every bump and curve. I got to see my body in such a different light. It was a really magical moment yall lolol.
I decided to do something radical. Some shit I almost never do. I took pics of my naked body...for me. Usually when I take nudes, its for someone else and I take so many before I decided on ONE to actually to send to them. I'm really my worst critic about my body. I have never just took a picture of my naked body and appreciate it for the way it is.
I felt loved by taking these. I felt appreciated. admired. I felt so damn liberated. Just a simple task could make me feel so damn good.
It was crazy haha. I saw my body in a different light and made me love it even more. stretch marks, peach fuzz, cellulite, scars and all♡
I felt so confident, I also uploaded some of these to my Instagram!
I see skinny nekkid artsy bitches on my feed all the time. my little chunky photos won't hurt anybody lmfao. If anything, I hope it inspires my fellow big thicc sisters and they absorb the confidence from these photos♡
I feel free af yall, I'm riding this feeling all 2018.
oh yeah and I can officially put my hair in pony tails lmfaooo